Dangling from the business end of a burly 10-weight fly rod in my right hand, a comically-huge bundle of fur, flash and feather, in oranges and pinks and black with iridescent strands of greens and silver and red. A deranged disco chicken. The “fly” was ridiculously large, with a matching hook that could double as a hand-gaff. When I first saw it, my right elbow recoiled in horror. You want me to cast this?
After a half-hour push to the desired spot, the trolling motor ceased and the current began to gently push us downstream. I stripped line into the tray in front of me and jerked the rod tip backwards, beginning my first cast. The chicken snapped to life and whooshed through the air towards the trees behind me. I tugged the fly-line with my left hand and the fly gathered speed as I powered through the forward cast. Instead of unfurling in a gentle loop, the gaudy offering ignored the imparted momentum and flopped and fell as it had been shot from the sky. It splashed down in the water with an awkward “bloop.”
Strip, pause, strip, pause, strip, strip, strip, pause. Double haul. Strip, pause, strip, pause, strip, strip, strip, pause. Double haul. Repeat. Over and over. The countdown to 10,000 casts began.
Everything looked fishy. Rocks. Boulders. Downed trees. Drop offs. Ledges. Gravel bars. Mud banks. The river was small, more of a stream and bigger than a creek, but charismatic. Stone-gray limestone bluffs appeared in each bend, and after each shoal, the river plunged into a deep, dark-blue hole. The fish could be anywhere. So we casted everywhere. Cast after cast, the fly plunked near the river bank before becoming alive with the retrieve, as it pulsed, darted, flashed and danced through the milky water.
The first hour was sopped with anticipation. With each presentation, I believed a 50-inch muskie would explode from its hidden lair, jaws agape and eyes bulging, gills flaring and teeth flashing. It would not just take the fly … it would assassinate it. I would coolly execute a perfect strip-set, keeping my rod-tip low and driving the massive hook into the bony maw of the fish, and sending the big pike into a thrashing, splashing, fit of fury. Hell yeah, that's what I'd do.
However, over the next hour, high hopes predictably diminished, as no river monsters emerged to sharpen our senses. The casts became routine. Concentration fractured into the tiniest flecks and floated away in the unremitting hiss of the northerly breeze. While my casts and retrieves were precise, my intensity and focus were not, and I slipped into a robotic, almost hypnotic, state. The fly continued to dance and dart, but so did my mind. Rounding the 1000th cast, Jeff Goldblum’s line from Jurassic Park began repeating in my head … “Ah, now eventually you do plan to have dinosaurs on your, on your dinosaur tour, right?”
I was warned that my elbow would ache. The forecast was accurate. Casting the gigantic bundle of fur, flash and feather required way more effort than I intended. The fly was like a wet tube sock, and propelling it to and fro caused considerable strain on my shoulder, elbow and wrist. My right hand was clenched in a permanent claw, and I worried I'd need help prying it loose from the rod cork when it was my turn to row.
The day slowly trudged by, and we continued to place our flies into productive water but failed to garner any results. I noticed there were no other boats on the river. Ordinarily, I’d love that. Today, though, the loneliness piled upon my growing doubts. The stories we shared on the way to the river, of past trips and great catches and near misses and “oh my God, you shoulda seen it” tales seemed so distant.
And some things that should not have been forgotten were lost. History became legend. Legend became myth. And for two and half thousand casts, the muskellunge passed out of all knowledge.*
On or about the 10,000th cast, the fly splashed into the water about six inches from the mud bank. I twirled line in my left hand and removed slack. The disco chicken came alive with the first strip, and pulsed and darted over the top of a partially submerged tree. A big flash, then, the fly disappeared.
It took a critical, half-second for me to realize what happened. And, in that minute fraction of time, I forgot everything I had been instructed to do when a muskie attacked. Instead of “Strip set … keep the rod tip low ... don't panic," I opted for "trout set .. rod tip high ... freakout." My reaction was crap. Really crap. Compounding things, I inexplicably dropped the line from my left hand, giving the fish plenty of slack. Which was bad. Really bad.
By the time I regained composure — which was all of a two count — the fish had spit the chicken, and swirled back to its initial position behind the tangle of limbs. I gave it a few more casts, hoping to annoy it into biting again, but it gave me the middle fin, and wouldn’t budge.
And, that was it.
I sat down to row for awhile, while my buddies plied the water for fish. Opposing fly lines whizzed about my head as water-soaked flies whistled and whirred, and the sun fell behind the surrounding bluffs, the gray day dimming further.
No fish were landed. Hell, none were even hooked. But, we had “raised” four, which I'm told is a pretty decent day for muskie fishermen. Particularly, for fly-fishing muskie fishermen. In the cast iron twilight, we loaded the drifter back on to the trailer, stowed our rods and gear, and swung our frozen feet into the welcomed heat of the truck.
The muskellunge has been referred to as the “undisputed king of freshwater predators,” which, I think is baloney, because it’s either one of those blue catfish the size of cars that live below dams and scare divers, or David Perry. But, a muskie is an apex predator; it’s big, it doesn't suffer fools, it eats ducklings and very, very, very occasionally, huge, comically-colored flies.
And someday … I’m gonna catch me one.
*Sort of borrowed/stolen/vandalized from Tolkien.
*Sort of borrowed/stolen/vandalized from Tolkien.